Name: But I (won't)
Duration: P00H04M13S
Description: This is a personal track about me and my regrets. What I should have done, should have said, but didn't.

But I (won't)

from In through the grey night by Julian Arbaugh

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This is a personal track about me and my regrets. What I should have done, should have said, but didn't.

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I should say
but I didn't say
and I wanted
but I couldn't say
and now I can't

And if I could feel anything would be now
and if I could do anything after a while
but I won't

I should do
but I didn't do
and I wanted
but I couldn't do
and now I can't

And in my life I should turn it around
and in my time I should turn it around
but I won't

And if you would
in your heart somehow know
then a weight
would be lifted from my soul
but I have to settle for what's left
and should I find anything worth a shit
I'll let it go
I'll let it go

I should feel
but I don't feel
and I wanted
but I couldn't feel
and how I can't

and if I could wish my life away?
and if I could change would I change in anyway?
But I won't

What I should have
what I didn't
and I couldn't
now I want to
but its too late

And if you would in your heart somehow know
then a weight would be lifted from my soul
but I have to settle for what's left
and should I find anything worth a shit
I'll let it go
I'll let it go

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from In through the grey night, released May 2, 2021

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